what i m0xt like t0 do in wh0le day??

belle..that's wut u xhud call me..
the w0rd "b0ring" isn't in ma dicti0nary..
these is wut i alwys d0 in ma day to prevent that w0rd "b0ring" to be xp0ken thru ma fucking m0uth..

1. lixtening t0 muxic..
xince that is ma drug..
ma fucking genre.,metal..
and these wut i l0ve to lixten to..
- st0len babies
- as bl0od runs black
- begging for incest
- placenta
- elysia
- sigh
and/but many more..hehe..

2. xketching..
i ain't go0d in art..
yet u wud xay "hey,even ma 6th year old sister cn draw that..
but wh0 care c0s that's h0w i exprexx ma deprexxed..
by drawing xum pathetic human with0ut eyeballx..

3. writing p0emx..
i need n0body to talk t0..
s0 that's why i'd juxt mumbling maxelf,putting w0rdx and write em d0wn..
i'm n0t go0d in w0rding,to be h0next..
but i enj0y maxelf writing all ma heart out..

Friday, April 15, 2011

study hard...Death Metal vs Black Metal

meet every0ne..the Black Metal Barbie..huuu..
\m/ hail to her..

t0day aku na update b0ut new kn0wledge yg aku bljr..this is kinda freak 0ut coz i supp0sed t0 be an EXPERT ab0ut this l0ng time ag0 until few pers0n start to c0nfusing me..l0l..

ok..first of all aku update kat MALAYSIAN METAL GROUP in fb..demanding any members yg leh explain the difference between DEATHCORE and DEATH METAL..plus DEATH METAL ngan BLACK METAL..as i th0ught few pe0ple start t0 give answers yg bagi aku lagi c0nfuse..haha..but anyway thanks t0 every0ne yang really care to help me..walaupun masalah neh xdelah besar sangat..tapi mampu expl0dekan otak aku gak la na differ these shit out..

and thanks to this f0lk named Man Tarantulah ( awes0me name dude.,c0s i l0ve tarantula..hehe ) and a lil chat ngan Chum Kriegzerst0rer.,bantuan mereka buatkan aku study hard,baca few articles,experiencing and etc..i think i can start to differ few bands..

of c0s sbnrnye bnyk beza nye..tapi xtaw la nape aku susah sngt na bezakan..dari segi riff,dan yg paling ketara jeritan..senang na ingat klu black metal,mereka just shriek but death metal agak vari0us..but they're scream and gr0wl more..that's it..

then yang membuatkan pe0ple say "black metal ngan death metal same" is a subgenre yang c0me out fr0m both black metal and death metal i.e BLACKENED DEATH METAL..that's wut put band as DIMMU BORGIR,DEICIDE defined themselves as Black Metal/Death Metal..

s0.,BLACK METAL's example are::
Mayhem ( the pi0neer )

and DEATH METAL lax::
Death ( the pi0neer )
Cattle Decapitation
Spawn of Possession
Arch Enemy
Amon Amarth

ok..n0te to self that death metal ade bnyk subgenres..s0 jgn pelik bile list di atas ada kelainan music..enj0y..

Monday, April 11, 2011

The Birthday Massacre

saya sangat obsess ngan the birthday massacre neh..tapi dulu la..especially kat fr0ne lady die,Chibi..bukan chibi maruk0 chan k.,she's the 0ther chibi..d0n't kn0w what's her real name,but that what's pe0ple asked to call her..she's cute.,awes0me..i l0ve anything that she wear,th0se simple g0th style..als0 her cute and creepy v0ice..i remember seeing her playing r0le in their Blue music vide0.,that was the first time i was fallen int0 her..

Saturday, April 9, 2011

black metal tribution

hail t0 my metal s0ul

Friday, April 8, 2011

☠ 8th April 2011 ☠ Gastrorrexis

yeaaaayy.,new album in my fucking hand..
haa.,actually i d0wnloaded it..
this recent internet trsangatlah baek hati..
mklumlah bkn slalu leh manje2 ngan wifi McD neh kn..
itupun 2 hari gak aku pause.,smbung dwnl0ad.,pause.,smbg g dwnl0ad..
menyirap gak ar..
naseb bkn a w0rthless sacrifice..huhu..

this band called GASTRORREXIS
actually aku bkn na dwnl0ad band neh..
ntah can0 aku leh dpt band neh.,slah type k0wt..
trlebih excited neh intrnet laju..
x sabar na men d0wnload..
last2.,da abesh dwnl0ad bru perassan..

tp naseb leh thn dak band neh..
i mean.,da jd fucking fave aku lak tuh..
everyday aku brsumbat ngn mp3 dngr band neh..
alm0st everynight gak bang my fucking head off to these..
maklum la.,lagu bru..
tu yang addict skejap..
kang da dwnl0ad album/band baru haram la aku na dngr lg..

ok..st0p babbling..
this album called
a nice sh0t for
death metal plus grindc0re..
or as my Darling menti0ned.,Slam Metal..
with th0se cute lil pig squel and nice gr0wl..
hurmm.,really LOVE this album..

with 12 traclists..
enuff to lust me up..

1. Brutality Raped
2. Thorax Deformed
3. Endocranial Extirpation
4. Carnival Dismemberment
5. Eaten By Worms
6. Rotten Humanity
7. Vaginal Inhaled
8. Broken Face
9. Anus Vermin
1o. Strangulation
11. Torture Gore
12. Severing Stomach

leh dikatakan sume track aku ske..
mmg la bile org dngr "pe la memekak na lgu k0 neh"
yaa.,sy ngaku..
tp org x faham selera kte kan..
s0 snyap je la..
sambil lyan jeritan dan riff memukau neh..haha..

huh.,pnat da type2..
g0t more s0ngs to expl0re..

I'm c0ming f0r y0u darling..

I'm c0ming f0r y0u darling..

I Hate..

i hate t0 think that i am fine.,
even its really hurt inside..

i hate t0 think that i'm okay.,
even i'd slitted my wrist anyway..

i hate t0 think that i w0nt care.,
even i still ask y0u the same..

i hate t0 think that i wanna run.,
but i w0uld c0me back in the end..

i hate t0 think that i wanna hide.,
but secretly i w0uld steal y0ur sight..

i hate t0 think that i wanna die.,
but i always ask back myself why..

i hate t0 think that i d0n't wnna l0se.,
this deep feeling t0ward y0u..

p/s=r0ses are red,and the sky s0 blue..
the only thing that i hate,is t0 losing y0u..

(a fucking p0em that i wr0te by maxelf)