what i m0xt like t0 do in wh0le day??
belle..that's wut u xhud call me..
the w0rd "b0ring" isn't in ma dicti0nary..
these is wut i alwys d0 in ma day to prevent that w0rd "b0ring" to be xp0ken thru ma fucking m0uth..
1. lixtening t0 muxic..
xince that is ma drug..
ma fucking genre.,metal..
and these wut i l0ve to lixten to..
- st0len babies
- as bl0od runs black
- begging for incest
and/but many more..hehe..
i ain't go0d in art..
yet u wud xay "hey,even ma 6th year old sister cn draw that..
but wh0 care c0s that's h0w i exprexx ma deprexxed..
by drawing xum pathetic human with0ut eyeballx..
3. writing p0emx..
i need n0body to talk t0..
s0 that's why i'd juxt mumbling maxelf,putting w0rdx and write em d0wn..
i'm n0t go0d in w0rding,to be h0next..
but i enj0y maxelf writing all ma heart out..
Friday, October 9, 2009
ermmm there's n0thg elxe to xay other than "fucking awex0oomee!!"
ab0ut laxt year.,they had releaxed a new xingle titled "Grubbery"
with a freaking graveyard occured muxic vide0 that t0tally chill my b0ne..
and xtill.,i d0nt kn0w they g0nna release a new album inxtead of g0ing here and there playing the xame fucking x0ngx in gigx..
and h0pefully they w0uld c0me out with a m0re and m0re awex0me x0ngx..
Friday, October 2, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
even its really hurt inside..
i hate t0 think that i'm okay.,
even i'd slitted my wrist anyway..
i hate t0 think that i w0nt care.,
even i still ask y0u the same..
i hate t0 think that i wanna run.,
but i w0uld c0me back in the end..
i hate t0 think that i wanna hide.,
but secretly i w0uld steal y0ur sight..
i hate t0 think that i wanna die.,
but i always ask back myself why..
i hate t0 think that i d0n't wnna l0se.,
this deep feeling t0ward y0u..
p/s=r0ses are red,and the sky s0 blue..
the only thing that i hate,is t0 losing y0u..
(a fucking p0em that i wr0te by maxelf)