what i m0xt like t0 do in wh0le day??

belle..that's wut u xhud call me..
the w0rd "b0ring" isn't in ma dicti0nary..
these is wut i alwys d0 in ma day to prevent that w0rd "b0ring" to be xp0ken thru ma fucking m0uth..

1. lixtening t0 muxic..
xince that is ma drug..
ma fucking genre.,metal..
and these wut i l0ve to lixten to..
- st0len babies
- as bl0od runs black
- begging for incest
- placenta
- elysia
- sigh
and/but many more..hehe..

2. xketching..
i ain't go0d in art..
yet u wud xay "hey,even ma 6th year old sister cn draw that..
but wh0 care c0s that's h0w i exprexx ma deprexxed..
by drawing xum pathetic human with0ut eyeballx..

3. writing p0emx..
i need n0body to talk t0..
s0 that's why i'd juxt mumbling maxelf,putting w0rdx and write em d0wn..
i'm n0t go0d in w0rding,to be h0next..
but i enj0y maxelf writing all ma heart out..

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

My Love Dedication

As Blood Runs Black

Artist : As Blood Runs Black
Album : Allegiance
Released : June 6th,2006 (06.06.06)
Genre : Deathcore
Track Listing
1. Intro
2. In Dying Days
3. My Fear Have Become Phobias
4. Hester Prynne
5. Pouring Reign
6. The Brighter Side Of Suffering
7. The Beautiful Mistake
8. Strife (Chug Chug)
9. Beneath The Surface
10. Legends Never Die
one of my fav0rite band that i failed to st0p lixten f0r each fucking day..learn ab0ut em by ma ex wh0 lived in sarawak,and this band was the bext mem0ry fr0m him..1st x0ng i'd d0wnloaded was Legends Never Die..f0r this fucking x0ng'x fault,i f0rced maxelf 2 dwnl0ad m0re..as a rexult.,i am damn in l0ve with As Blo0d Runs Black..=)
this fucking year,i heard they are g0ing to release their new album.,Descent Into Hysteria..thats fucking awex0me after hearing their on off band's member.,and of c0urse i can't wait to listen t0 their new fucking xcream..hehe..
lets get it guys........

I'm c0ming f0r y0u darling..

I'm c0ming f0r y0u darling..

I Hate..

i hate t0 think that i am fine.,
even its really hurt inside..

i hate t0 think that i'm okay.,
even i'd slitted my wrist anyway..

i hate t0 think that i w0nt care.,
even i still ask y0u the same..

i hate t0 think that i wanna run.,
but i w0uld c0me back in the end..

i hate t0 think that i wanna hide.,
but secretly i w0uld steal y0ur sight..

i hate t0 think that i wanna die.,
but i always ask back myself why..

i hate t0 think that i d0n't wnna l0se.,
this deep feeling t0ward y0u..

p/s=r0ses are red,and the sky s0 blue..
the only thing that i hate,is t0 losing y0u..

(a fucking p0em that i wr0te by maxelf)