what i m0xt like t0 do in wh0le day??

belle..that's wut u xhud call me..
the w0rd "b0ring" isn't in ma dicti0nary..
these is wut i alwys d0 in ma day to prevent that w0rd "b0ring" to be xp0ken thru ma fucking m0uth..

1. lixtening t0 muxic..
xince that is ma drug..
ma fucking genre.,metal..
and these wut i l0ve to lixten to..
- st0len babies
- as bl0od runs black
- begging for incest
- placenta
- elysia
- sigh
and/but many more..hehe..

2. xketching..
i ain't go0d in art..
yet u wud xay "hey,even ma 6th year old sister cn draw that..
but wh0 care c0s that's h0w i exprexx ma deprexxed..
by drawing xum pathetic human with0ut eyeballx..

3. writing p0emx..
i need n0body to talk t0..
s0 that's why i'd juxt mumbling maxelf,putting w0rdx and write em d0wn..
i'm n0t go0d in w0rding,to be h0next..
but i enj0y maxelf writing all ma heart out..

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

the new me and b....

schiz0phrenia??? hellyeah....
n0body kn0w i suffered that shit..
but at least.,i'm n0w n0t ok..
c0s i'm insane f0r my b..
i w0uld be creating a new fucking life..
but sure.,he'll be there..ALL the fucking time there f0r me..
he's m0re a drug f0r me..
hell whatevery0u wnna say ab0ut it..
c0s i admit..,i'm in the wr0ng lane..
but with b with me..,i w0uld be fine..
well yeaa..,if ever he w0uld let my hand g0..
i'll sure fall d0wn c0s i'm t0tally holding to him..
s0 please..,d0n't lemme g0..

xxxNEUH DUNGE0Nxxfucking headbanging ecstacy

School Girl Knife Fight
think knife and think vi0lence..
that is what they g0t..

neuh fucking band that breeding in muh fucking ear..
l0cal band that steal muh insanity s0ul..
A Lot Like Death..

is that hell0 kitty? that ad0rable patent that i 0bsessed? hellyeah..,Her Demise My Rise had vi0lent it..

I'm c0ming f0r y0u darling..

I'm c0ming f0r y0u darling..

I Hate..

i hate t0 think that i am fine.,
even its really hurt inside..

i hate t0 think that i'm okay.,
even i'd slitted my wrist anyway..

i hate t0 think that i w0nt care.,
even i still ask y0u the same..

i hate t0 think that i wanna run.,
but i w0uld c0me back in the end..

i hate t0 think that i wanna hide.,
but secretly i w0uld steal y0ur sight..

i hate t0 think that i wanna die.,
but i always ask back myself why..

i hate t0 think that i d0n't wnna l0se.,
this deep feeling t0ward y0u..

p/s=r0ses are red,and the sky s0 blue..
the only thing that i hate,is t0 losing y0u..

(a fucking p0em that i wr0te by maxelf)