xXxbellexthexmidnightxrosexXx: October 2009

what i m0xt like t0 do in wh0le day??

belle..that's wut u xhud call me..
the w0rd "b0ring" isn't in ma dicti0nary..
s0..
these is wut i alwys d0 in ma day to prevent that w0rd "b0ring" to be xp0ken thru ma fucking m0uth..

1. lixtening t0 muxic..
xince that is ma drug..
ma fucking genre.,metal..
and these wut i l0ve to lixten to..
- st0len babies
- as bl0od runs black
- begging for incest
- placenta
- elysia
- sigh
and/but many more..hehe..

2. xketching..
i ain't go0d in art..
yet u wud xay "hey,even ma 6th year old sister cn draw that..
but wh0 care c0s that's h0w i exprexx ma deprexxed..
by drawing xum pathetic human with0ut eyeballx..

3. writing p0emx..
i need n0body to talk t0..
s0 that's why i'd juxt mumbling maxelf,putting w0rdx and write em d0wn..
i'm n0t go0d in w0rding,to be h0next..
but i enj0y maxelf writing all ma heart out..

Friday, October 9, 2009

Wanna Read Funny Story From Emily?

...leave d0wn y0ur fucking email and i will xend y0u 1...

Stolen Babies : There Be Squabbles Ahead

wut t0 write ab0ut this fucking album??

damn.,juxt lixten to it y0u wud know h0w it feels..haha..

ok2..

there be squabbles ahead by st0len babies

is the bext feaxt that i ever had..

this fucking band influenced by cabaret metal and leading by d0minique persy..

the v0x,persy,is fuckingly awex0me dressed-up like an evil xp0oky cl0wn..

even her fucking xcream en0ugh to freak kidx up..

turn up candiexx into smthg that might eat y0u back..

haunted h0use that w0nt let y0u go out back to life..

s0..

one of my fav0rite s0ng,spill!

the rext are my fucking s0ng..huhu..

here,the lixt of this album's track..

There Be Squabbles Ahead

1. Spill!

2. Awful Fall

3. Filistata

4. A Year Of Judges

5. So Close

6. Tablescrap

7. Swint? Or Slude?

8. Mind Your Eyes

9. Lifeless

10. Tall Tales

11. Push Button

12. Gathering Fingers

13. The Button Has Been Pushed

and the bext part is Push Button muxic vide0..

ermmm there's n0thg elxe to xay other than "fucking awex0oomee!!"

ab0ut laxt year.,they had releaxed a new xingle titled "Grubbery"

with a freaking graveyard occured muxic vide0 that t0tally chill my b0ne..

and xtill.,i d0nt kn0w they g0nna release a new album inxtead of g0ing here and there playing the xame fucking x0ngx in gigx..

and h0pefully they w0uld c0me out with a m0re and m0re awex0me x0ngx..

Friday, October 2, 2009

purchase 1 or m0re this vo0do0 dolls..

or even by making 1 by ownself..

curse those people that you loved..

and send them to hell..

it can releases your inner revenge..

those m0ment you wanted pay..

those moment when you had been left..

now put a smile on your face..

and hang em on your phone or bag..

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Dark Lolita or as kn0wn as Guro Lolita

(i called g0re l0lita..hehe)

s0me bands y0u might kn0w that has this fucking elements

Stolen Babies and The Candy Spooky Theatre

Pink and Black Gothic Bedroom??

Yeah..c0mbination of the nice and evil side..

Black and Pink Lolita Set

Angelic Pretty Edition

Gothic Lolita Dress

I Hate..

i hate t0 think that i am fine.,
even its really hurt inside..

i hate t0 think that i'm okay.,
even i'd slitted my wrist anyway..

i hate t0 think that i w0nt care.,
even i still ask y0u the same..

i hate t0 think that i wanna run.,
but i w0uld c0me back in the end..

i hate t0 think that i wanna hide.,
but secretly i w0uld steal y0ur sight..

i hate t0 think that i wanna die.,
but i always ask back myself why..

i hate t0 think that i d0n't wnna l0se.,
this deep feeling t0ward y0u..

p/s=r0ses are red,and the sky s0 blue..
the only thing that i hate,is t0 losing y0u..

(a fucking p0em that i wr0te by maxelf)