xXxbellexthexmidnightxrosexXx: i w0nder..

what i m0xt like t0 do in wh0le day??

belle..that's wut u xhud call me..
the w0rd "b0ring" isn't in ma dicti0nary..
s0..
these is wut i alwys d0 in ma day to prevent that w0rd "b0ring" to be xp0ken thru ma fucking m0uth..

1. lixtening t0 muxic..
xince that is ma drug..
ma fucking genre.,metal..
and these wut i l0ve to lixten to..
- st0len babies
- as bl0od runs black
- begging for incest
- placenta
- elysia
- sigh
and/but many more..hehe..

2. xketching..
i ain't go0d in art..
yet u wud xay "hey,even ma 6th year old sister cn draw that..
but wh0 care c0s that's h0w i exprexx ma deprexxed..
by drawing xum pathetic human with0ut eyeballx..

3. writing p0emx..
i need n0body to talk t0..
s0 that's why i'd juxt mumbling maxelf,putting w0rdx and write em d0wn..
i'm n0t go0d in w0rding,to be h0next..
but i enj0y maxelf writing all ma heart out..

Sunday, February 6, 2011

i w0nder..

its been a l0ng fucking time i didn't write..even have n0 enthusiasm t0 sketch or etc..

i left my metal s0ng f0r s0medays n0w..

if c0mpare t0 wh0 i was,this seems fucking weird..

hellyeah..

it ain't bc0s i'm changing or wut but i think myb i fell my passi0n to my b hell to0 much...

that's y i think i didn't mind any 0ther else,other than b..

idk..

0f c0s it'll nvr be a shame if i'm being the way i am,even ar0und him.,he'll nvr mind or b0ther..

but i think this is what i reacted by whatever he wants me t0 be..

d'uhh..

but hey.,i didn't mind at all if it c0mes fr0m his fucking m0uth.,n0t others that w0uld like t0 be my s0-called go0d friends..idk..

my b u'r jeal0us or s0mething..

but of c0s i'll have a go0d and nice react t0 what u said.,but h0nestly i w0n't bother..

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I Hate..

i hate t0 think that i am fine.,
even its really hurt inside..

i hate t0 think that i'm okay.,
even i'd slitted my wrist anyway..

i hate t0 think that i w0nt care.,
even i still ask y0u the same..

i hate t0 think that i wanna run.,
but i w0uld c0me back in the end..

i hate t0 think that i wanna hide.,
but secretly i w0uld steal y0ur sight..

i hate t0 think that i wanna die.,
but i always ask back myself why..

i hate t0 think that i d0n't wnna l0se.,
this deep feeling t0ward y0u..

p/s=r0ses are red,and the sky s0 blue..
the only thing that i hate,is t0 losing y0u..

(a fucking p0em that i wr0te by maxelf)